6.7.1998 Just love

I love you and you know that I do
I would kill for you
because I love you
I love you more than anything else in the whole universe
I don't know what to do to make you love me, too
I'm just a small thing on our earth
but nobody can love you the way I do
I don't know what to say or what to do
I've got just my dreams and the hope
they'll become true
you hate me and I know that
but I can't change my feelings
Every night I'm crying and I hope you
feel my tears
It's aching to be alone
alone and on my own
without any love
Nobody kisses me
Neither you nor someone else
Of course I can live with all those cares but my soul dies!
I'm dying and you don't even care
Everybody would forget me in a very few time
(have you ever had a dream?)
I hate to be so lonely and I can't change it
Is it
wrong to love you?
Then I'm more than just bad!
is it
forbidden to love you?
Then I should go into a prison!
I gave my all for just one time feeling your heart-
beating next to my skin
How can you be so blind?
I think you don't want to hear those thoughts
I guess it's all the same to you